-leonora carrington (the house opposite)

son of swords

 









I'm a blackbird singing on a riverbank
I'm a vulture hanging in the wind
In the last gray folds of a summer in silence
In a night so dark
I'm a rider holding on a horse
I'm the rush of the branches right above the road
You unfold like a scorpion shining
In a night so dark
And curled to strike
















































3 of Discs



























"Beware of the person who can't be bothered by details." 
~ William Feather 1907-1976
















"The secret to their success probably lay in their ability to work together, the way women so often can, on behalf of a group project.  Handing the bricks up one at a time and laying them in place, the women know that on a physical plane work must be done step-by-step.  They demonstrate craft and dexterity." -motherpeace













Molly Applejohn - Ostara Tarot








LEARNING  ~  PATIENCE  ~  RESEARCH  ~  WISDOM FROM A MENTOR
















Tarocco Piemontese Tarot


Material works. The foot is strength and determination. Coin one, work yet to be done. Coin two, steps taken. Coin three, fruit of our efforts. -Quirkeries Tarot (Whoop Whoop...adapt. adapt.)


















"Making the simple complicated is commonplace; making the complicated simple, awesomely simple, that's creativity." ~ Charles Mingus 1922-1979









The Linestrider Tarot - Siolo Thompson















"Every kind of peaceful cooperation among men is primarily based on mutual trust."
~ Albert Einstein 1879-1955





two of discs








Flexibility

Balance

Juggling







"The Two of Pentacles is about having a ton of flexibility. There is a lot stacked on your pile and your responsibilities seem to be growing. You have done a good job of making your efforts look seamless, much like a juggler who adds more and more balls to the whimsical circle they spin, much to the amusement and amazement of others. To see this card in a reading suggests that you are doing okay in the moment, but that what you are doing cannot be sustained in the long term. You have achieved a lot and have momentum, but may benefit from focusing your efforts into a more unified approach." 












partner






"Duality in the earth suit becomes you and another real person. The Two of Disks is about partnership: the specific connection to a specific other for a specific purpose. A working connection between partners requires mutual intent and integrity. To have a bridge, both sides must hold up their ends. Both must also stretch beyond their anchors and reach into space. Then each must meet and synchronize with another. The Two of Disks teaches that with cooperation with another, sharing your strength and abilities, great work is possible for you. 
The otherness of this partner may strain or confuse you. But it is not something you can "fix" or balance out all by yourself. Do not act in a way unnatural to your authentic self, or the partnership will not have integrity. The challenge and opportunity here is for both of you to use the best of your abilities for the common goal, without attempting to deny or overshadow the other's contribution and potential. And should darkness loom, give what you've got, and find and hold to what you need." 

















“Touch forever changes the face of the world, the connection to it and every other.” I am touched by time,  embraced by time, wrapped in the infinite ouroboros of time.











 



(top image Molly Applejohn- ostara tarot)


Ten of Wands




 http://www.shadowscapes.com/Tarot/cards.php?suit=1&card=9





"That’s a heavy load you’re carrying, but it’s not just wood you have there, it’s quality timber that can be shaped into support beams for a new home or temple.  It’s hot and you’re tired, but keep in mind that heat is not the only quality of the fire that burns inside you. Feel the Divine in the Fire. Let it light your way and lend you the strength to continue your journey. Understand that fire, focus it, let it burn away the chaff and reveal the eager, fertile soil under your feet." 


  image Stephanie Pui-Mun Law (ShadowScapes Tarot)













http://juliairedale.tumblr.com/post/108199053179/ostaratarot-ten-of-wands-julia-iredale-new
julia iredale (ostara tarot) 

















 marseilles tarot deck










The 10 Wands represents an opportunity to 'stick or twist' – you have reached the point which you set out to reach, now you can sit there or you can move on to new things. But taking on too much can take a toll - Setbacks and losses could follow – is it time you took things easier? Learned to delegate? Or to specialize? Or simply to be more selective?
This card raises questions about the use of your precious energy and represents quite an ‘expense’ if things don’t work out - on the other hand, that expense could be worthwhile if the experience settles things finally, one way or the other - it leaves the question - at the expense of what? 10s are invariably positive in allowing you to move on, whatever the outcome, so not playing this card could leave you forever a little stuck. Whether it is worthwhile or not is something you will almost certainly know already. -heart shaped world












http://www.croneways.com/wand10.html

Transformation

I went as far as one could go

And then went farther

 

 

 

 

 

 http://10swordtrexx.com/?p=765 
 
 
 
 
 

é_toile

















...and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

nothing false and possible is love

(who's imagined,therefore is limitless)

love's to giving as to keeping's give;

as yes is to if, love is to yes... 



 -ee cummings



























“Wish on everything. Pink cars are good, especially old ones. And stars of course, first stars and shooting stars. Planes will do if they are the first light in the sky and look like stars. Wish in tunnels, holding your breath and lifting your feet off the ground. Birthday candles. Baby teeth.”
― Francesca Lia Block














"Take it with a grin of salt." 
~ Yogi Berra 1925-










Nine of Swords










 “In the night, a sleeping figure lies trapped in a dark, nightmare world existing on the edge of sleep. Strange demons, repressed hurts and childhood fears range freely. […] This is a lonesome place, far from help and comfort. Shadows of pain, suffering and depression overwhelm the sleeper until she becomes a victim of her own thoughts and, like a martyr, repeatedly impales herself on their hurtful points. […] The only way she can escape from these nightmares… is to open her eyes and awaken to what is really bothering her. She must confront it in broad daylight…. The alternative is torment.”
 -monte farber 













What is the strength of your dedication?




















“Nines, because they are the final single digits of our number system, represent completion and finality. They are the culmination, the summing up of the sequence of numbers. Nine is a magical number of the Moon Goddess and relates to the wisdom of the Crone (or Hermit) in the Tarot…The Nine of Swords represents a ghastly nightmare, the rising up from the unconscious of all the fears and projections the mind has made during its process of thought. Worry and anguish have become overwhelming terror, an experience of despair and even cruelty or physical pain. All the unchecked fears and negative thoughts have accumulated to form what Jungians call ‘the Shadow.’ These fears may stem from childhood traumas, repressed hurts and wounds from anytime in life, or images projected by the culture one lives in. The twisting path shows the morass of confusion surrounding the issues that cause doubt and fear, the sense of difficulty as one awakens to this mess of anxiety and ‘demons.’ The rising up of this Shadow may keep a person from sleeping or give her physical symptoms of illness.  Although demons come from the unconscious, they can be fought by conscious intention. Part of the personality cowers in terror, hands covering her eyes, refusing to look at or deal with the problem, immobilized by fear. The other part of the self rises up in strength and confidence–ready to confront the Shadow. Power flames from the sword that appears in front of the heroic part of the personality, which reaches out with her right hand to grasp this tool of liberation. The only way out is through the pain and fear, through a confrontation with one’s monsters” (Motherpeace 186-7).







(no action is the danger here)











 "Pain is of life. To reject it is to reject life itself."
~ Havelock Ellis 1859-1939












"The trick is in what one emphasizes. We either make ourselves miserable, or we make ourselves happy. The amount of work is the same."        ~ Carlos Castaneda 1925-1998






Six of Discs

love generously












"Life forms illogical patterns. 
It is haphazard and full of beauties which I try to catch as they fly by, 
for who knows whether any of them will ever return?" 
~ Margot Fonteyn 1919-1991











-six of silly hats from "uncarrot tarot"











what is given freely comes back twofold














Choose what is beautiful

Choose to have meaning

I build my life in choices

Four of Swords














strongly intended time out














In this protective environment, one may gain the sense of non-attachment necessary if the personality is not to feel lonely or abandoned.  -motherpeace


















"The authentic self is the soul made visible."
~Sarah Ban Breathnach 















"People are hung sometimes for speaking the truth." 
~Joan of Arc 1412-1431










"Rest is for the weary, sleep is for the dead."  
~Doctor Who




 





rhyme over reason over rhyme over reason

Four of Cups





-julia wolfson










The four of cups represents a time for getting clear, refining things down to simple truth.  Feelings are hurt. Things don't feel quite right so, it's time to figure out what's wrong and change it.  The personality needs to strip itself bare and undergo a cleansing.  The figure has turned her back on us in a temporary rejection of help from others--her work must be done alone.












 

ISOLATION











The water from the river that flows into the ocean will be her helpmeet.  Carefully, she steps into the cold stream and begins to wade across, letting the current wash her clean and revitalize her emotionally.  Perhaps when the figure has completed her ritual, she will lie on the warm sand and imagine new possibilities.

She has entered a time of uncertainty, like the place where the river and the ocean meet, where fresh waters swirl into the salt.  This time can be used for re-evaluation of life and relationships.  If there are tears, they can fall unseen into the water, allowing a free flow of feelings that will heal all wounds.
-motherpeace














 


 "full of themselves"




















Dreaming up new and exciting conquests is sort of like dreaming up new and fantastic animals...
...Activities that demand discipline and endurance, such as exercise or meditation, may turn out to be the key to silencing those hissing, preening doubts, one beak at a time.

















I have lost; what is your world to me?






The Four of Cups is never satisfied...it has discovered form, and water has no shape other than that of the vessel it is poured into; and water moves in cycles, and cannot be kept in one place forever.

Fours of Cups differ, but tend to have three full vessels and one empty one - sometimes poured away, sometimes thirsting to be filled. No form can hold the entirety of your feelings and language. Write a poem, and you have a vessel, but you can only hope that this vessel can hold your feelings - perhaps by tomorrow, or by the time you show the poem to your friend, it will be empty again.

This card is discontent, clearly because it does not appreciate its full glasses, or the boundless flow which has filled them and will fill them again. There was a time when I was 'well, duh' about this card's situation, thinking it should just turn to the river, but...loss is loss. This card is mourning - for some feeling put into a form which has now shattered. Or perhaps for a glass crafted with such care, never to be filled.

There are layers of lessons here, but there is a time to disregard all of them. Yes, be grateful for what you have. Yes, trust the world to give you more and more to feel, to say, to express, to love. Yes, you shouldn't obsess over what you don't have, or no longer have. But damnit, there's a time for this. It is a moment when, because your words and feelings have taken form, you find there's not enough, or that what may be brought by the rushing river is nothing compared to what you have lost. Yeah, I'm sure you can be a super-aware thing and see what is in each glass as non-individual, as simply water this water in this cup, but the world is not like that; we have, we hold, and we lose, because cups break and water flows away.



Water is tears.
Given time and attention, confusion will sort itself out and clarity will return.

-motherpeace tarot

Two of Wands





"Designing and implementing a strategy for change is a waste of time until you have discovered and embraced the current reality."

~Andy Stanley 1958-





















...signifies the harnessing of one's personal power...
...the receiving part of the personality is open to learning...
...the active part of the personality is demonstrative...
...the dream vision is intuition awakening, a form of fire that precedes verbal communication...
...the personality may have flashes of insight or understanding of what it is capable of doing....

-motherpeace










...Mind can accept any boundary anywhere. But the reality is that, by its very nature, existence cannot have any boundary, because what will be beyond the boundary? --again another sky.
Don't be content easily. Those who remain content easily remain small...this smallness is your own imposition upon your freedom...
-osho





Ace of Wands






-Matheus Lopes







pure grounded centered energy







~the source~








"Most of us can easily do two things at once; what's all but impossible is to do one thing at once." ~Mignon McLaughlin 1913-1983













...a rebirth of the spirit is taking place: one is brand new like a baby, and the force of fire streams through the personality. This energy is expansive. It opens us to our abilities...will-power for whatever one's goals dictate...
-motherpeace